y i cant 4get it??????

i dont noe y but 1st time felt tis way , when u like somebody n de person has a stead n i wish u cld just 4get about her , but it is just so HHHHHAAAAARRRRDDDDDDD wat sld i do??????????? i m getting crazy everday !!!!!!
i thk i have too much flaws:( 2 even thk about it :(
-i m not decisive engh
-i cant joke my jokes r 2 cold
-i dont talk much when i dont noe a stranger is talking 2 my friend or mi
-i keep disturbing ppl alot hahahahaahahaha:) beside mi(poor nisah):)

i wonder??????

i wonder y my parents keep saying de consequences of not studying while not encouraging mi????when i visted somebody last time he encourage mi once n i felt like studying immediately as if i nvr heard it be4 -.-
so wat sld i do if my parents keep saying consequence not encouragement?????
aniway here all the songs which is in rojak haha:)
have my new phone ahhahahahahaa finally mine mine mine!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! can spam msg but got limit :( onli 500 per mth just engh for mi 2 ply wif it :)but typing msg was hard i m so slow n got caught everytime use in class but teacher nvr say anithg:) so avoid it :(
sry got alot thg 2 say becuz got lots of mooodoododoooo swiiiinnnnggggggggggggg
okay tis all :)