y i cant 4get it??????

i dont noe y but 1st time felt tis way , when u like somebody n de person has a stead n i wish u cld just 4get about her , but it is just so HHHHHAAAAARRRRDDDDDDD wat sld i do??????????? i m getting crazy everday !!!!!!
i thk i have too much flaws:( 2 even thk about it :(
-i m not decisive engh
-i cant joke my jokes r 2 cold
-i dont talk much when i dont noe a stranger is talking 2 my friend or mi
-i keep disturbing ppl alot hahahahaahahaha:) beside mi(poor nisah):)